Ego

The fight back to fitness

Posted in Ego, Training on March 2nd, 2010 by Robin – Be the first to comment
Me in 1998

Aged 16 at the Juvenile Midland Championships (1998).

At age 28 and 10 years on, I have finally found the motivation to once again start cycling properly. In the back of my mind I’ve always told myself that I’d cycle and race again but life, travelling, relationships, work, and shamefully a bit of laziness have taken a priority (entirely my choice I have to say). So far exercising during my twenties has been somewhat sporadic, limited to the odd run, turbo session, and a bit of climbing but never anything more than that. Personally I blame the rapidly approaching number 30 and the inevitable decline of bodily function for my somewhat panic induced fitness fad, although my girlfriend thinks it’s perhaps to get away from her.

Still, motivation is an elusive beast and is often only captured when it’s in line with your core values, or when you feel you have no other choice but to tackle the issue at hand. I guess this is a bit of both; my core values being shifted around a little bit, and genuinely feeling like I have no other choice but to get training again and better the form I once held before it’s too late. It’s not a chore, at least not all the time, but going from a mediocre 40 miles a week (which can easily be 4 turbo sessions) to over 100 miles a week does require dedication. Sometimes you just don’t feel like going for a 30+ mile ride on a Sunday morning.

So far I’ve been cycling consistantly since April last year although I haven’t clocked up any significant miles. After some time off from November – early Jan this year (for various reasons) and missing most of the cyclo-cross season, physically I’ve felt really good the last few weeks. Don’t mistake that as being strong(!). Rather, I’ve had plenty of energy which feels great.

Me

Suffering badly(!) at Allestree Park, September 2009. My first cross race in about 10 years.


I need to be averaging at least 120 by summer if I’m to outperform my old self and I’m still a little unsure how to achieve this, balancing it with my relationship, work, study, relaxation and sleep. One useful measure of form that helps me assess how I’m going is a particular hill climb on one of my regular routes – at the moment I feel like an elephant, but the legs should start to come back in a few months time and hopefully I can hit the 2010 cross season and not get lapped by the professionals ;)

Addicted to Threadless T-Shirts – Updated!

Posted in Ego on July 2nd, 2006 by Robin – Be the first to comment

I think I have an addiction to threadless.com.

I’m not a materialistic guy at all, but some of these tops are just so achingly slick that I simply *have* to buy them! They’re so original, so funky, and so crazy in some cases… I’ve never seen any t-shirts in the highstreet that rival the designs here – even a lot of the submissions that don’t make it into print are great! They’re cheap too, and actually end up being cheaper (from the USA to the UK) than the standard print t-shirts in Topman (which are crap anyway, don’t get me started on their booze/sex/football/laddy slogans that try to be witty). Screw designer labels, get something different, get something from a company that cares :D

T-shirts brought so far:

Product 49: Conformity
Conformity
Product 59: Bleeding Heart
Bleeding Heart (in red and black)
Product 69: I Love You, CPU
I Love You, CPU
Product 70: Burn
Burn (in blue)
Product 71: 5311 OU7
5311 OU7 (x2)
Product 77: Death Or Glory
Death Or Glory (x2)
Product 93: Brainwash
Brainwash (in beige)
Product 95: Eighties Child
Eighties Child
Product 109: I Am Analog
I Am Analog
Product 148: I Like Trees Too
I Like Trees Too
Product 149: mmm... oranges!
mmm… oranges!
Product 154: Motovino
Motovino
Product 179: Captain Awesome
Captain Awesome
Product 201: Blame It On Your TV
Blame It On Your TV
Product 204: Emotional Trip
Emotional Trip
Product 114: Flowers in the Attic
Flowers in the Attic
Product 225: My Dearest Friend
My Dearest Friend
Product 227: Like Father Like Son
Like Father Like Son
Product 335: Come Back To Me
Come Back To Me
Product 350: Walk Instead
Walk Instead
Product 356: Lost A Wheel
Lost A Wheel
Product 383: The Communist Party
The Communist Party

My World View…

Posted in Ego on May 29th, 2005 by Robin – Be the first to comment

Reasonably accurate I would say!

Materialist You scored as Materialist. Materialism stresses the essence of fundamental particles. Everything that exists is purely physical matter and there is no special force that holds life together. You believe that anything can be explained by breaking it up into its pieces. i.e. the big picture can be understood by its smaller elements.
Materialist
94%
Existentialist
88%
Postmodernist
63%
Modernist
44%
Romanticist
44%
Cultural Creative
38%
Fundamentalist
31%
Idealist
25%

What is Your World View?